New Year's Eve 2009

Got word at 8:30pm there would be a hip and happening launch party in the haight. showered, dressed, picked up to go to Julia's.

Stretched liver with two Bailey's Caramel, the others did Irish Car Bombs.

Free muni to haight+fillmore

arrive at d-structure art gallery before 10pm. $10 cover for all you can drink beer.

2 Nakhon beers thai style beer from L.A.

Not enough, proceed to Noc Noc across the street. Cool cave like interior. 2 shots of hot sake, 3 shots of cold sake.

See Molotov's on the other side of the street. $25 for 4 shots of Patron Silver.

Went back to D Structure. 1 Pabst Blue Ribbon. Felt very... hipster.

Returned to Molotov's 20 minutes before New Year's for another Patron.

Back at D-Structure for countdown and dancing, messing with mannequins.

Spent rest of night taking care of people.

It's gonna be an awesome 2010. :)

more vince fail

more of vincent failing. FAILLLLLLL.

V: i wanted to make a pb n j
V: and i sprained my wrist opening the j jar
V: and on top of that
V: it got old, so i didnt get any j
V: and i had already spread the p
V: b

geez

wow, you want to talk about your shit 4 days before my test? you're a great person. GREAT.

from wikipedia: According to the DSM-IV rationalization occurs "when the individual deals with emotional conflict or internal or external stressors by concealing the true motivations for his or her own thoughts, actions, or feelings through the elaboration of reassuring or self serving but incorrect explanations."

vince fail

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fuck you

despite your best efforts,

i will NOT be a failure because you want me to be.

i will NOT be miserable because you want to ruin my life.

i WILL prevail even though you want me to be defeated.

i WILL succeed even though you want me to fail.

and most of all, i WILL have a happy life, and a whole one at that, even if you're missing from it.

if you think that everybody thinks you're in the wrong, maybe it's because you certainly are.

don't expect me to come crawling back to you because i never will. there's a whole world out there for me, and you're not in it. goodbye.

advice

here's a tip, a really important one, to take into mind.

DON'T GAMBLE. especially if you'd like a family you can keep. it's okay to go to vegas with a bonus or extra cash you have lying around. but if you lose that money, stop playing. STOP. STOPPPPPP.

make sure you don't play any sports book either. Just a stupid decision.

Why do you think casinos don't shut down? it's cause they offer a losing game, actually, many losing games, to customers. for each person who wins 3,000,000 dollars at the slots, do you know how many millions go into the machine? just think carefully.

madagascar escape 2 africa

while watching this movie, i realized the significance of having chris rock voice ALL the zebras. and making all the zebras "the same." it's presenting the stereotype that all black people, or any minority for that matter, are the same. x.x o boy. gj, dreamworks. NOT.