sorry to cut you off but

I realize, when speaking to superiors that I have a tendency to explain myself more than they expect. Which means I always feel the need to justify my actions or myself. Which means my self esteem is low. Which is a DUH. But subconscious actions are now explained.

:)

all is right with my world again.
i no longer loathe life, me, or others. :D

i was feeling a little too stressed out from everything. things have scaled back down. feeling the appropriate amount of stress again. :D

thanks for letting me bitch.

Strawberry "Shortcut" Cake

For foodgawker.com:
Recipe from:
http://www.foodnetwork.com/recipes/food-network-kitchens/strawberry-shortcut-cake-recipe/index.html
So, I actually had to bake two cakes because they don't rise very well. But hey, it was delicious AND it just looks so pretty!
Thank you, Berkeley Bowl, for the excellent strawberries with which I made this cake for Mothers' Day.
Started on the outside and worked my way inwards.

quarter life crisis?
thinking about a complete lifestyle/personality change right now. hm.

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you know, you're the only one whom i believe when you tell me that. and for this, i thank you.

on a totally unrelated note, may be disappearing for a Hwile (said stewie style). only leaving the house for my sister's graduation, the gym, and for friday! TGforF. <3 you.

hmmm.

i don't know if i can say that i hope that we'll be okay. let's see what happens. some thinking is in order. i'm hoping i'm just exhausted from trying and need some recuperation.

i want to grab you by your shoulders and shake you whilst screaming. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm about to crack. may already have. oops.